Hiding is easy

quizzzzz

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:38:14 GMT

( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) Skived off school
( ) seen someone die (A few times.)
(x) had a crush on one of your internet friends
(x) been to Canada
(x)been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire (Heeee.)
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by(when ever i have the time to!)
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party (i was like 5)
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school(mom threated to kill me if i ever did)
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake (it was like a huge python)
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
( ) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party (
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge (it was soooo scared)
(x) ate dog/cat food (i was five and i wanted to know what it tasted like...)
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them (actually i asked them to marry me...they walked away)
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel (i can barely do a two handed one)
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree (my mom had to get a ladder to get me down...)
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
( ) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) told you're pretty by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out your house

exams

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:38:52 GMT

..... *dies* My exams have killed me... Yeah

Soooo I spent a weekend over my best-friend's girlfriend's house. Her name's Nora and it was amazing. We were like going insane and babysitting her many little cousins. One is like now in love with me. Her name's Jess and she's sooo cute! I was talking Nora and I was like ummm yeah can we do the babysitting thing again soon. She just laughed at me... Whatever.

Other than that I've had exams and a Dance performance.

AHHHH talk about too much stress!

I've like cried 4 times this week and been on the verge of tears like 12 times.

Yeah it was that bad. Seriously of anyone said anything to me that I could even slightly interpret as harsh I would like burst into tears. Totally couldn't handle any emotions what so ever. >.>

I'm much better now though. I only have one more exam left and than I have to turn in missing work and I'm done.

And I'm done... such a comforting thought... *relishes the thought*

OHHH I'm gunna be in NC for the Thanksgiving vacation. I GET TO SEE MY COUSINS!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

I'm going to bed... >.> NIGHT!!!! *Glomps people reading this*

^.^

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 12:04:40 GMT

OMG... They woke us up with the fire alarm at 6:30 IN THE MORNING!!!! I was like wtf is that the fire alarm? I was asleep then the slow realization kicked in and I was like HOLY SHIT!!! I jumped out of bed got my flip flops and robe and high tailed my butt out of the dorm and out into the like 30 degree weather. I was freezing! Then when I got back inside someone ran and took my shower.... no not you sam. I was like grrrr *eats person*. But now I just want to go back to bed....*dies*

(edit)1:39
gahhh!!!! I'm sooo sick of people not being happy to see me!!! It's bugging the shit out of me and I can't talk to anyone about it because there's no one to talk to. I'm a happy person. I like making others happy, but how do you try to cheer someone up if they won't tell you what they're sad about? The whole thing with andrew is just starting to get to me I think. I broke down last night from way too much stress and today another wave of it came tumbling at me. I really don't know what to do. I don't want to lose friends I want to make them and keep the old ones as well as the new. I don't know.. I just don't know. I'm at a cross roads where I can endure the silence that seems to strangle me or I can give up and never say another word. It seems that I'm leaning towards the never talk again thing but I'm afraid that even then he won't be satisfied.

One Last Breath
Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down

I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking

....>.>

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 15:07:10 GMT

ARGHHGHHDKNEUIFDNEFWEF*EATS PILLAR*
i've got no time and so much work! AHHH *in in a cornnor away from everyone* <.< >.> *defends herself with a butter knife*

"Love's Divine"

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me

'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name.